desperation?

I'm definitely laying in bed blogging from my sidekick, since my house doesn't have an airport (for wireless internet) and my room doesn't have a phone jack (for my ethernet cable)
my macbook is out of commission.

soooooo... i have to resort to using my sidekick- but that's beside the point. even tho my hand is falling asleep. ugh

topic for the night? I've been tossing around a few ideas.

1. sex?
-reasoning.. who really NEEDS a reason to talk about sex? I mean seriously..
2. music?
-reasoning.. considering how much I LOVE music, my blog pretty much doesn't reflect that. (as of yet). I haven't even read shawnwashington's tutorial on how to get music on my page. but anyways ...I'll get to that
3.love?
-reasoning.. its an interesting topic.. even tho i have a rather cynical viewpoint. like for example whenever people say "blah blah blah.. and then I fell in love" it makes me think of love as a hole in the ground. and what do you do when you fall in a hole in the ground? you get up and dust yourself off and walk more cautiously. unless of course the initial fall made you break both your legs.. then you just lay there and cry.... so when I think falling in love I automatically think pain... eh. not so great.
4. stereotypes
reasoning.. I hate stereotypes and i love complaining about them.. but for once I actually don't feel like complaining.. I am actually shocked.. I'm always in the mood to complain...

and all that is interesting stuff. which I'll discuss in detail some other day- probably next time I'm on the macbook. but for now I'm going with a question for the boys -

WHY are you attracted to the type of girls that you're attracted to?

and before you answer take into consideration whether or not - mainstream media and the standard of beauty have anything to do with who you like.

after I get some feedback, I'll post a response blog (on sunday night/ monday morning)

peace