i'm baaaaaaaaaaaaack

i've got alot on my chest, i'm taking a break from tumblr. just to fuck with this. philosophical shit goes on blogspot lol.

because i like having things--

the newest addition to my websites--

simonefiasco.tumblr.com


i now have :
an (inactive) myspace
a (ridiculous) facebook
an (overused) youtube channel
a (sporatic) blogspot
annnnnnd
a (newly generated) tumblr


and this to say - ahem... fuck.a.twitter.

xo.

it fell in the big crack that is my life

remember my music appreciation blogs?
well they have fallen by the way side.

its not like i don't listen to music anymore
i just haven't been moved to express my love.
i was feeling sthuper duper shit-tay on saturday (pms, yeh)
and i was like... what always makes me feel better ?
POETRY !

so i went online and starting searching
and i watched some of my favorite poems.

and now i'm reposting them
for your viewing enjoyment.


=)












and finally




and then i wrote some.. but i'm not going to post it up here
because i'm an artist
and i'm sensitive about my shit lol


peace.

so ugh.. slack much?

yeh, okay so.. at first the excuse was - no internet.

uh.. been had that.

then it was - nothing to say...

psssh like thats really an issue

then i was just like - maybe i should kill my blogspot, and put it out of its misery.

then i remembered how much i LOVE blogging.

(i also remembered how brandon promised to make me a new layout, and totally flaked out.

YEH GREAT FRIEND)

so...

did i ever mention how much i love an odd assortment of things?

like

tanning in my bomb ass backyard.

ben & jerry's w/ a little spoon .

internet tv.

wearing my glasses

not being harassed when i step out my house.

painting in my oddly spacious room.

sushi from niwa, which shits on happy sashimi, btw.

my fuzzy red security blanket.

orange banana strawberry juice.

youtube.

midnight rants.

harry potter fan fiction.

harry potter related jokes.

harry potter in general.

my gameboy color.

autumn.

my mom.

waking up at 9 am, just to fall back asleep.

classic eddie murphy movies - HARLEM NIGHTS, BOOMERANG, BEVERLY HILLS COP.

little michael.

facebook.

my white flats, that i wrote lupe fiasco lyrics all over.

lupe fiasco.

songs featuring lupe fiasco.

getting a new piercing.

hand holding.

converse.

90's cartoons.

straight forward honesty.

new york.

open mindedness.

gay marriage.

my art supply briefcase.

squints palledorous.

my macbook.

hilarious porn.

people who aren't lady gaga

recreational reading.

boys w/ nice shoulders.

being the only sober one at the party.

sarai, my ford focus.

brooklyn boys.

steamy handprints.

and

white tees.

oh and this beautiful man-

ugh. do me.

summerrrrrrrrrrrr

so uh.. its phoneblog time .

apparently i am technologically inept, because my macbook STILL has no internet... even tho i bought a perfectly functional airport express (well lets be real, my mom bought it. that shit was 99 dollllllars) and if you're my friend on aim you know i was broke.. for mad long . i still kinda am- even tho coinstar got me 97 dollars .


its funny how money becomes sooo important when

you ain't got none .

yeh you like that english? I know you do.

but I'm saying all that to say, i can't blog on my macbook, I refuse to blog on my home computer (because its in the other room, and I only blog at night when I'm in bed) soooooo here I am laying in the dark, tapping away at my sidekick .


uhm I had a epiphany the other day, it was lightweight deep so I hope I can illustrate it properly with my words ..

this all spawned from the simple question- "why are you so defensive?"

remember how I said I have a jaded view on falling in love, well that ties into my defensiveness.

I'm defensive because I'm scared. point blank. I'm scared of getting attached to people, I'm scared of commitment... so I build up a figurative wall.

now - sidenote; I'm a very backwards person. and I'm about to tell you a secret.

pssst.. you have to lean in close... I like my wall .

I like being defensive

this figurative brick wall that I've been building and fortifying keeps me safe and warm and happy .

its when the wall is challenged that I get hurt.

when the wall starts to crumble and I'm vulnerable and exposed, that's all bad.

now, I know that's odd. but honestly if I'm happy I don't see any reason not to be defensive...

do you get it?
I'm defensive because I have to be. if this wasn't the only way I'm sure I'd be different


but for now?
i`m content.

motherfxck yeh

i moved out of my dormitorio today, yessir . packed up my shit. hugged my bestfriend and got the fuck out .

but i have to go back, to vaccuum and dust . maaaaaaahvelous .

and i have a few more people to hug .

honestly i`ma miss it a little,
like the random weird quirky things .

like napping in aaron & jordans room, when they aren't even there.

or watching freaks & geeks/criminal minds/bones/brave new voices/anything really w/ kyndal on the macbook.

answering christinas' random questions.

3am hugs after heartfelt (& helpful) aim convos.

the inside jokes.

latik-aaaaaaaah

brave new voices (voices)

sephora adventures

attempting to speak spanish

bootleg reid & beautiful boy.

kyndal-isms & simone-ologies

hearing things like- " shut up you std infested trick" or "pearl active" through the window

falling off beds that squeak for no reason.

the infamous "are you two related" questions .

translating bay language for kyndal

the dining commons on pasta bar day

and

lemonade popsicles.



but summer has begun, so who's tryna kick it. lets make memories. =)

2:34am

i should be writing a paper.. 

but i am emotionally distraught 

so of course i'm blogging. 

have you ever had feelings for someone who didn't feel the same way 

or worse- you didn't know whether or not they felt the same because you were afraid to ask? 

ding ding ding- thats me ! 

the shyest girl in the room when that persons around, i get giddy and nervous, and ridiculously tongue tied and overly self analytical. i can't be clever, or witty, its hard for me to form sentences. its like i've been confronted by jesus himself and he's asked me whether i have sinned. (we both know the answer, ahem).. 

and i'm just trying to figure out why- WHY i can harmlessly flirt with every boy i'm not remotely attracted to but when it comes to him i am like a 9th grade girl who doesn't know how to express her feelings in a coherent manner, but just wishes he'll come up and hug me. 

have you ever had a crush on someone and wanted to text them or call them, but knew you didn't have shit to say? 

you- hey

them- hey

you- howre you

them- fine howre you 

you- good.. (uh.....)..how's school?

SCHOOL?! REALLY?! you know you don't wanna talk about school! so why in the world are bringing it up?! oh right because you're mind has turned to goo and you were so excited that your phone was vibrating and it was them texting you back - THAT YOU FORGOT TO THINK OF SOMETHING CLEVER TO SAY.

idk if you've been in that situation. 

but i have. 

and god forbid if anyone but them texts you while you're waiting for their response. 

cuz i be ignoring people. straight up, i'm like - YOU ARE NOT HIM, SO YOU CAN WAIT. 

and you may be saying to yourself, this girl is crazy- just let him know you like him. 

JUST DO IT !

this is not a motherfucking nike commercial. 

it is not that simple. 

for this reason - 

rejection is a bitch. i personally would rather live in doubt then have to deal with the fact that someone i'm emotionally attached to doesn't think of me in the same way.. even tho it sucks. 

but hey thats just me. one day i may have the courage to actually audibly express my feelings. 

but i highly doubt it. 

well now that i've got that weight off my chest, maybe i can go about my school work. 

aha sike ,

peace.

john legend

music appreciation;; 

JOHN LEGEND 

how can you not appreciate a man who makes women want to take their clothes off?

honestly, i mean come on- good music & naked women? thats a win/win

i pretty much love john legend, i don't fantasize about him or anything

but his songs are enticing and somewhat erotic in a sensual way 

and everyone can use a little subtle erotic sensuality

and if you're wondering, yes on occasion when i hear john legend i feel the need to get naked

thats why he has his own playlist on my ipod.

hahaha

seriously tho.

you haven't listened to any john legend since what... ordinary people? 

(if thats the case, you're slackin' on your sensual mackin')

five songs you should download, just in case you don't have them-

01. pda (we just don't care) 

o2. another again

03. take me away 

04. cross the line

05. satisfaction 

and here's a video.

 

peace 

phoneblog

whenever i blog from my phone at like 2:07am, you know i`m going through an internal struggle .

i can't really sleep because i slept ALL day . no exaggeration necessary. it was bad. but anyways - thought for the evening.. morning?..the time lapse in between..

oddly enough, considering this is my blog- i'm surprised i haven't already covered this topic (ahem) SEX.

[its on my mind because i haven't been having any.]

i`ve always wondered why there is such a chasm between the normality of male sexual expression and the "oddity" of female sexual expression.

because from a young age its in engrained in our minds that men and women have their seperate roles and certain subjects topics and issues are to be discussed (or not discussed) depending on your gender.

now- i can't speak for anyone else, but i personally hate gender specific stereotypes & double standards .

like the classic; no one minds if a guy sleeps w/ multiple partners in a short period of time but if a girl does the same thing she's a hoe.

uhm why? and the sad part is its mostly females who feed the fuel on the hoe-fire. because of all the hate between women.

example 2- the taboo subject of oral sex. its perfectly acceptable for a boy to brag about how he loves eating pussy, but you will never hear a girl brag about he she loves sucking dick. why? because if she did, every single person she knows would call her a hoe. (now i personally hate hearing people brag about any type of sexual act they've performed- unless i ask you... i most likely do not want to know)

and that's an odd subject too.. because a lot of people pass subject when in reality they're being rather hypocritical. i'm not going to spell out why . (ahem)

and my eyes are starting to twitch so i`ma wrap this up (haha, clever.)-

i guess i`m wondering why are women expected to act demure and shy about sex- like we don't have needs and urges just like men do? and even tho both men and women are sexual creatures, why is it when a women expresses her sexual individuality she gets labeled as something negative?

a woman can't be sexually secure, strong, & openminded? but a man can be?



i call bullshit.

peace .
(hit me on aim; we can discuss it)

goodnight

lately?

i haven't had much to say lately...

like i've been thinking alot 

and just keeping it to myself... 

and then i remembered.. i have a blog. 

that some people read apparently.. i should update it. 

with words...

uhm.. 

if you didn't know 

i have a dream 

and that dream is a simple one.

its to attend this school - 

that's sturges hall. 

located on the beautiful campus of

SUNY GENESEO

now if you know anything about me - (according to my facebook quiz.. most of you don't) you should know that i'm not a fan of california. well.. the bay area. now don't get me wrong.. i'm not hatin' 

i personally just want to get the fuck out. 

quickly. 

somewhat quietly... 

and go live my life. 

else where. 

i have various reasons. the main one being i'm tired. 

so if you wanted to know what's going to be keeping me focused for the next year 

its that- accomplishing my dream. (ahem finally)

in the mean time you'll find me bitching & moaning (not for good reasons) in fuck shit hayward. but on the brightside; i've decided to actively make the best of my situation (meaning- spending as little time on campus as humanly possible :) )

as for this summer?

i'm lightweight juiced.

here is where the list currently stands - 

1. FINALLY see my husband alejandro again, because we are the worst "married" couple ever

2. Get super brown. 

3. Go on a bellybutton piercing adventure w/ my little sister Malina.

4. Pretend to be Rashawn's big sister (&legal guardian) so that he can get tatted. 

5. Corrupt some more youth 

6. Go on at least 15 Bsquared adventures w/ Bree, Ty & Dessi

7. visit Kyndal in LA

8. finally kick it w/ Beautiful ass Boogie 

9. Buy my first miniskirt w/ Nora 

10. visit Big James in Fresno 

11. after function Nations w/ fave & members of the fam

12. paint Samari his much overdue picture 

13. SF adventure w/ AJ 

14. at least 7 $2 tuesdays @ NV

  

up for debate - 1. skinny dipping? 2. roadtripping? 3. more piercings? 

oh and a request! can someone throw a bonfire ? i've def. never been to one. 

peace 

eh!

uh yeah 

random video day ;;

yeh. bananas, mom jeans, waffles, and some CUDI

have a nice DAY =D

oh my god. 

i definitely fell off. 

but today was too interesting to not speak on 

so FIRST off. 

apparently being pidgeon toed is now in fashion. 

if you know me 

you know 

i'm dumb pidgeon toed. 

SUPER DUPER 

HELLA

EXTREMELY

you get the point. 

this RANDOM ASS boy came up to me today when i was walking to criminal justice 

now i say random - because a) i have never seen him before in my life. b) shit isn't that reason enough? 

anyways he said : 

random ass boy- " hey, you're pidgeon toed"

me- " i've noticed..."

random ass boy- " damn.. i'm not tryna get at you or nothing- but uh that's hella cute" 

me- " uh..thank you?"

random ass boy- " you welcome girl, you welcome."

and then he walked away 

now if this was the first time someone at fuckshit eastbay had said this to me then i wouldnt pay it any mind. 

but this happened to me in like march too. 

except the words were- 

"damn simone you pidgeon toed, girrrrrrl thats hella sexy" 

to which i couldn't even find the words to respond with. 

so i guess my question is.. 

what the fuck is wrong with today's youth ? 

lol 

jk 

but really. 

and in closing 

i would like a moment of silence. 

for my ride or die - flippy. 

june 2006- may 2009. 

you see the toe prints?!

iloveyouflippy

me and floppy finna hold it down for you summer 2009. 

best believe. 

peace.

jazz appreciation

if you're wondering who these people are then

you're missing out. 

BILLIE HOLIDAY. JOHN COLTRANE. ELLA FITZGERALD. DUKE ELLINGTON

i know my last music appreciation blog was solely about lupe fiasco. 

but this one is about a whole genre 

JAZZ 

some of you may be shocked. 

yes i listen to jazz, i have my entire life. 

i doubt i will ever stop. 

and when i was 5 i wanted to BE ella fitzgerald. 

no lie.. a small part of me still does. 

you may be wondering why.. well my explanation is simple. 

because its beautiful. 

and who doesn't enjoy beauty? 

i mean really. 

and i realize beauty is subjective, and the definition may vary from person to person - but to me

beauty is a rainy san francisco day in november, listening to duke ellington records at my grandparents house. beauty is watching my parents dance to ella fitzgerald at sunday brunches in sausalito. beauty is listening to recordings of my great uncle and my grandpa performing the music of john coltrane. beauty is feeling billie holidays soul in every lyric of every song, in every breath and every waver. 

beauty is being able to relive my childhood, just by turning on my ipod. 

now, jazz is embedded in my heart. and it will be for the rest of my life. 

and i hope there's something out there that makes you as happy & nostalgic as jazz makes me. 

recommended tracks ;

01. my man- billie holiday  

02. my favorite things- john coltrane

03. someone to watch over me- ella fitzgerald 

04. take the "a" train- duke ellington

enjoy. 

peace. 

lupe fiasco =)

uh yeah you guessed it; 

MUSIC APPRECIATION 

and of course i'm starting with none other than 

LUPE FIASCO . 

i mean come on honestly.. who else would i start with? like really. and by the way if you're still sleeping on lupe fiasco then you need to get the fuck up off my page. because i don't want to be friends with you anymore. if we were even friends to begin with.. why are you still here?! oh.. you wish to be enlightened? well okay then. let me bless you - 

its difficult to find a place to begin but i guess i'll start at my beginning.. i first came across lupe fiasco on the track "touch the sky" and don't front, most of you didn't know who he was before that either. but instead of just letting lupe fiasco be a passing flicker of light in my life i decided to do some homework. and low & behold what did i come across? MIXTAPES. yes mixtapes.. 

Da Exam

Fahrenheit 1st n 15th

The Coolest Mixtape

Fahrenheit 1st n 15th pt.2 : revenge of the nerds (ahem personal fave)

Fahrenheit 1st n 15th pt.3 :a rhyming ape 

It Was Written

Lupe The Jedi

Muhammad Walks 

Touch The Sky

The Coolest Graduates

Reflections Of the Coolest

plus his two "mainstream" releases

Food & Liquor 

The Cool

now, again i can't front and say i know everything there is to know about lupe fiasco. because he's one of the most multifaceted and interesting rappers (or just people in general) that i have ever heard of, listened to, seen, stood in awe of... 

honestly, if you can't respect his work 

then i can't respect your taste. 

conscious hip hop is my life's blood.

without it i would cease to believe that expression through art can make change. 

now, i know a lot of people don't like music that makes you think

be honest, you like shit dumbed down. 

and hey no judgement but uh... lemme check my itunes right quick and put my lupe playlist on shuffle and hit you with 10 songs that YOU NEED TO HEAR. 

01. Hustlaz Song

02. Can You Let Me Know

03.  Kick Push II

04. We On (ft. Gemini)

05. Put You On Game

06. Sunshine

07. Change (ft. Joy Denalane)

08. Handcuffs

09. Hip Hop Saved My Life

10. American Terrorist

and thats just off top, you ever feel the need to hear some lupe? i've got 100+ songs for you, just let me know. 

and now i leave you with this; 

Lupe Fiasco Ft Gemini & Sarah Green - He Say, She Say
by blackdesperadoo

peace

quiet contemplation..

so i`m blogging from my phone again,
even tho i`m back at csueb.. i`m just already situated in bed and too lazy to go get my laptop off my desk.

so an update on my life... no i didn't attend hiphop in the park, because 1. it was torrentially raining for parts of the day and 2. i had other unplanned business to attend to.
and yes, i'm distraught about these facts, but I'll see blu some other time.

i was in a bad mood and exhausted for the majority of my weekend, and you know what made me feel better? no, it wasn't going to target (even tho I love target). no, it wasn't watching brave new voices on onDemand (even tho i love brave new voices) ... it was- hearing lupe fiasco on 106.1, as i was driving to hayward. i love hearing lupe fiasco on the radio, it brightens my day- honestly. and because of the fact that it barely ever happens, whenever it does I appreciate it even more.

and if you don't know- i have a mild obsession with lupe fiasco.. ever since 2006, but I'll go indepth on that in my next post.

i`ll be doing a series of music appreciation blogs, look out for them.

goodnight
peace

desperation?

I'm definitely laying in bed blogging from my sidekick, since my house doesn't have an airport (for wireless internet) and my room doesn't have a phone jack (for my ethernet cable)
my macbook is out of commission.

soooooo... i have to resort to using my sidekick- but that's beside the point. even tho my hand is falling asleep. ugh

topic for the night? I've been tossing around a few ideas.

1. sex?
-reasoning.. who really NEEDS a reason to talk about sex? I mean seriously..
2. music?
-reasoning.. considering how much I LOVE music, my blog pretty much doesn't reflect that. (as of yet). I haven't even read shawnwashington's tutorial on how to get music on my page. but anyways ...I'll get to that
3.love?
-reasoning.. its an interesting topic.. even tho i have a rather cynical viewpoint. like for example whenever people say "blah blah blah.. and then I fell in love" it makes me think of love as a hole in the ground. and what do you do when you fall in a hole in the ground? you get up and dust yourself off and walk more cautiously. unless of course the initial fall made you break both your legs.. then you just lay there and cry.... so when I think falling in love I automatically think pain... eh. not so great.
4. stereotypes
reasoning.. I hate stereotypes and i love complaining about them.. but for once I actually don't feel like complaining.. I am actually shocked.. I'm always in the mood to complain...

and all that is interesting stuff. which I'll discuss in detail some other day- probably next time I'm on the macbook. but for now I'm going with a question for the boys -

WHY are you attracted to the type of girls that you're attracted to?

and before you answer take into consideration whether or not - mainstream media and the standard of beauty have anything to do with who you like.

after I get some feedback, I'll post a response blog (on sunday night/ monday morning)

peace

self..

did you know that your self worth is self determined?
and your self esteem is self reliant ?

SELF.
your damn self.

I hate seeing people blame every single issue they have on the world or the people they surround themselves with. when in reality you choose how people treat you & how they see you.. if you let someone treat you like trash then guess what - yo ass will be in the garbage.

ALONE. because they won't be jumping in after they toss you away. but who's to blame for that?

ahem.. you.

as easy as it may be to blame your problems on others - if the same thing keeps happening to you over and over again and your the only constant factor in the situation then maybe its time to get your head out of your ass and realize that YOU'RE THE MAIN PROBLEM. (it took me awhile to accept that fact myself)

we all choose how we present ourselves, riiiiight? (right.)
so why can't we choose to present ourselves in a better light?

girls- your tired of being misused by men and tossed aside? then stop letting them misuse you, demand the respect you deserve and then maybe you'll receive it.

boys- are you tired of always having to deal with trifling' females who aren't about shit but just look hella good? then stop settling for a girl who only has half the package - and get with a woman who can hold an intelligent conversation and is also nice to look at. women like that do exist, look harder and actually listen when a woman speaks. maybe you'll find some.

so next time you have a problem that you want to complain about... think and see if there's something you can do ALL BY YOURSELF to put a solution in motion. because i`m tired of seeing beautiful, intelligent, creative, amazing (yes I'm talking about you) individuals unhappy because they don't realize they have the power to change their circumstance


if only they would look within themselves.

peace

the news

  i'll have more to say later.

i have alot on my mind.. but i need to make sure i express it properly.

and stfu about swine flu lol

hip hop in the park =)

you going? i know i am. 

mainly because of blu. 

just look at his beauty =) 

this will be my second time seeing him perform THIS YEAR. 

but i'm not becoming obsessed or anything. =D

fighting

yeh, i just watched FIGHTING.

starring Channing Tatum & 

Terrence Howard

considering i watched this for free, i'm not remotely disappointed in the fact that it wasn't all that awesome.

the storyline is MAD predictable, 

the fight scenes are decent, there isn't much character development.

but hey- if you wanna see people fighting, a very attractive woman and hear a musical score thats pretty great 

(consisting mainly of songs that have been sampled by kanye west & jay z)

then think about seeing it. 

my main issue with the movie was that - for a movie called FIGHTING.. 

the fight scenes weren't completely spectacular and there were only FOUR OF THEM.

but hey, we can't always get what we want.

this is the aforementioned attractive woman. her name is zulay in the movie. 

apparently thats her name in real life too.

overall i give this movie 3.5 out of 5 stars.

but i'm slightly biased- that .5 is definitely because of this

channing tatum AND brian white-

half naked. lol delicious.

soloist

april 27, 2009; 

same place, different time

so.. i haven't posted in a while... mainly because i went home this weekend and i had a little adventure. it was actually ridiculous but i will get to that in due time . 

i went to the movies this weekend. 

and NO i didn't see obsessed. because i didn't want to waste my money on a movie that is summed up in the commercial. so instead i saw- 

THE SOLOIST 

A Lost Dream, an Unlikely Friendship and the Redemptive Power of Music

starring jamie foxx, robert downey jr., and a mess of homeless people. 

i'm not going to spoil anything for you. If you've seen the commercial then you already know Jamie Foxx is playing Nathaniel Anthony Ayers and he is a musical genius. He's discovered on the streets of LA by a journalist named Steve Lopez, played by Robert Downey Jr. and from there the story unfolds - this movie isn't exceptionally heartfelt and it won't make you cry... unless of course you're severely emotional. But it doesn't need to, the movie is eye opening and beautiful and it has a lesson in it. Wanna know what it is? The lesson is you should accept people for who they are, the greatest help you can give someone is being a true friend. 

So if you want to see Robert Downey Jr. scrape his face on pavement, Jamie Foxx get completely immersed in a character to the point where you forget that you're looking at Jamie Foxx AND hear some classical music- this is the movie to go see. It won't completely change your life, but it will change your perspective on what the true definition of friendship is. 

annnnnnnnnnd you'll learn about homeless people in LA. (apparently there are approximately 90,000 of them). did you know that? i didn't. 

peace

just unnecessary

april 23rd 2009;

same place, different time 

first things first ( which just so happens to be a Blu&Exile song, download it) 

i need to give thanks and praise to my best friend in the entire world - BRANDON. 

he made my layout for me, and is generally just a bomb ass individual. 

check his page; http://behind-the-arts.blogspot.com 

and now to the actual blog; 

topic of the day - UNNECESSARY PEOPLE . 

or rather people who go out of their way to just do unnecessary things. 

i've had my fair share of run-ins with these types of people. 

but lately my life just seems inundated with them. 

prime examples;  

situation number one - a girl steals someone's boyfriend when said girl ALREADY has a man of her own. that's mildly unjustifiable. considering the aforementioned girl was not 1.MISTREATED (by her current man) or 2.SINGLE & lonely. she is just being greedy. and greed is unattractive. but she is not the only one at fault, it takes two to tango. it also takes two (or more.. if thats what you're into) to fuck. 

situation number two - a person trips (or drops something, or does anything remotely clumsy) ACROSS THE ROOM FROM YOU. and you jump out of your seat to laugh, point, make a general ass of yourself. UNNECESSARY. and not even funny, because people being clumsy is comic gold all by itself. your added comments and general asshole-ness ruins the moment. 

* and i know i am a jerk, but i draw the line at going out of my way to make people feel bad about themselves for my own personal enjoyment. but hey maybe thats just me. 

and 

situation number three - people who slam doors. FOR NO REASON, my roommates do this. every day. i live with 5 girls, 3 of whom seem to have a serious dislike of doors. slamming a door when you are angry- acceptable. slamming a door by accident when you are in a hurry- acceptable. slamming the door when you are in a perfectly good mood and its 7 am - UNNECESSARY. i always feel the need to ask.. "what did the door do?". 

other unnecessary things - 

O1. when girls who have no right to wear certain outfits wear them anyways. IN PUBLIC. you're 17 and have stretch marks? then put on a shirt that fits. 

O2. when people brag about how "grown" or "intelligent" they are. but they always have to be the one to let you know - because its not actually evident. 

O3. tramp stamps. 

O4. scraper bikes...

O5. people who are ALWAYS throwing up a set... when no one even asks where they're from , it just makes me look at them and want to say- shut the fuck up, WE ARE IN COLLEGE. 

O6. grown men (WITH CHILDREN) who hit on teenage girls in grocery stores. 

O7. girls who are so desperate for dick that they stalk my friends. 

O8. prepaid sidekicks that don't have aim. really... why?

O9. the fact that diddy is making another CD 

and

1O. people who wear neon bright colors, and say that they are punk rock... but have no idea or interest in who The Ramones, The Clash, or The Sex Pistols are.  

hopefully you agree that the listed things are unnecessary and at least mildly annoying. 

peace 

earth day !

april 22nd 2009; 

same place (the orphanage) 

new topic.

CAPTAIN PLANET  

and the planeteers, of course. 

i don't have much to say, because the awesome that is captain planet does not need words. and if you disagree i'm afraid you may be lame as shit. i actually think about captain planet all the time. he's the reason i recycle. and also the reason i do not litter. case in point- he is awesome. 

=)

so, happy earth day - aka happy captain planet day ! 

random side note for the day, i made martin get a blogspot. because i am bossy, and he's mildly interesting. 

and he gave me a shout out, so i am returning the favor - http://martinmcflyy.blogspot.com

peace 

maiden voyage.

april 21th 2009;

as usual i am the victim of the epic boredom induced by csueb, or as i call it - the orphanage. where happiness comes to die. 

all i've been hearing and seeing (via facebook/ aim aways) is how goddamn hot it is. 

i personally am not that hot. 

i'm sitting in my dorm w/ a warm laptop on my lap and i am not dying. 

but considering how everyone else is complaining - maybe i am the exception. 

shit, i'm rather comfortable. 

but anyways, i'm not going to front. 

i'm only making a blog because i wanted to jump on a bandwagon of some sort. 

and i refuse to get a motherfucking twitter. 

so i opted for this. 

because some pretty cool people have blogs - and maybe their residual coolness will rub off on me 

eh eh maybe? 

=)

i guess i can tell you what to expect from this blog:: 

O1. general nonsense

O2. movie reviews ( come summer )

O3. book reviews (since i read books for fun, and you should too )

O4. random photography ( come summer, since i am not going to be taking any pictures of the generally hideous people i currently go to school with )

O5. feminist rants 

O6. honest opinions on everyday occurrences/injustices

and 

O7. youtube videos

probably some other shit, if i find interesting shit i'll let you ( whoever you are ) know. 

peace.